It doesn't matter

I registered with a site called "Xomba". It's for people who like to write and you can earn money doing it. I submitted what I and others considered a "very good" article. It was in fact a sharing on the Word of God in total truth and accuracy. I know that what I wrote would have blessed a lot of people. Does it hurt to hear truth. It doesn't, but so many people don't want to here it.

I was denied. The problem is that they did not tell me I was denied. They never informed me either by way of email or on my page or inbox. So I wrote them asking about my submission and was told that I was denied. The email included a link to the result of my submission. However, the link didn't take me anywhere but to my page. I couldn't find any information concerning my submission. So I wrote another email asking if I could see why I was denied so that I could resubmit the article. We'll see what happens. While doing all of this, I came upon the featured writer in the category I submitted to. His writings were complaints and bashing of people and then taking some verses from the bible and interpreting them to his liking ultimately never coming to the loving conclusion that the bible always offers. It was horrible to see that this writer has over two million followers and readers. I came to the conclusion that what they want is bogus bull that doesn't make any sense and absolutely doesn't share truth and accuracy. So if I can't submit truth and accuracy I won't be writing on Xomba anymore.

I registered in the first place because I'm trying to make some money. I work my butt off and have for over 20 years without ever getting a pay check. When I was married, my husband brought home the paycheck. It was a mutual agreement. Please don't make any judgments, it's a long story and I don't wanna tell it right now. Anyway, when he abandoned us, I had nothing "in the world". I of course, relied upon God and He came through so far beyond what I could ever have expected.

There's a lot of in between info but not now. Currently I'm trying to make money online because no one will hire me. It sounds bogus but it's true and I'm not exaggerating. I've applied to dozens and dozens of places both online and in person and no one will hire me. I don't have a college degrees, but I'm talking McDonald. Burger King, etc. I'm 56 years old. Back then, no one encouraged college and I was down with being a homemaker and Mom. It's how I was raised. It was and is a HARD job. But I never really got a pay check. So I wanted one, besides I need to pay my bills. Not that I'm negating that God is my sufficiency. I know He'll take care of things. Even if He never had I would still believe that because God is God.

Anyway, point is that even online I can't seem to find anyone to hire me. I registered at Care.com, a place you can get a job or hire someone in care giving of kids, pets and the elderly. I've applied to quite a few jobs on that and even requested that if they weren't interest that they let me know what drove them away or what I didn't say that they needed to hear. Ya know some suggestions as to how I can get hired. They won't even do that.

I know where this is all coming from and it makes me even more adamant about never giving up. I intend to keep on keeping on and keep on trying. God will guide me to the exact place where it will be the best for me and where I will find those who want freedom, joy and peace and everything that living for God has to offer. The hell with the rest of the world. Yea, I'm angry, but I won't let it get to me.